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FRIENDS ONLY!!!!? [13 Aug 2004|08:14pm] [ mood | burn` ] [ music | what you qon do ` ] ACCESS DENIED!!! THIS JOURNAL IS FRIENDS ONLY!!! buahahah` bkuhz...i can!!! lmfaoO Dont need n e more friendz` - Dont ask to be added - iTs been Done buahahaha` pz pz !!! stay safe .... 37 endless love??

at home bOred` [30 Jul 2004|04:01pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | why- jadakiSz ] hey welpz i jus finish doin` my hair fo dis weekend`=]yay! fo me welp my home boy jon jon jus paSt by ::unxpectedLy, but still niCe of him to think bout lil oL` me:: and we was jus chillin hea at my kribb-o...i L him!! hez suCh a good buddy`man welpz we started taLkin and catChin` up on everything..he jus came from getttin a hair cut soo he was lyk leavin traiLz of hair all ova the pLaCe lol...soo yea and den afta he left i ate lunCh and that my popz made` it was yummy! tonite i thoughti was gonna go to my auntiez kribbo and take kare of my litto kuhz`inz booqer and june but those pLanz were changed` soo nOwz im waitin fo mah mamii to get home so i can go to beCkyz kribbo fo a litto...and den i think we are going to go bowLin` or w.e soo yea and i think that imma sLeep ova and i think 2mroe we are going to have a ghetty fo mah otha boy napito thatz leavin` too new jerSey afta skoOl startz yea that wut i think my pLanz are yay! fo me soo yea that going to b my pLans fo tonite and tomoroe [[jus in kase]]...welpz imma go watCh sum t.v and den come bak on lataz bye bye lubb, hazel endless love??

new layout..by jenny! [30 Jul 2004|12:26am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | bass is going to blow` yur mind ] hey everyone! welpz i got a new layout.....by the one and onLy jenny [ a.k.a. mii sista_in_law ] yay fo me..... so yea....thats bout it i got my monthly buddy soo i aint in the mood too rite muCh mwaz....bye bye 2 endless love??

info bout litto oLd mii` [29 Jul 2004|02:38am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | mean to live ] Name:hazel Birth date: aug.16,1989 Zodiac:leo Nationality:niCa =) What time is it: 2:39am Are you sensitive: sumtimez...=\ ----------who was the last person that-------- Called you: oscar Saw you cry: my momz Made you cry: mikey You went to the mall:my auntie =) Yelled at you: my dumb ass broder oj Sent you an email: a Livejournal comment -----------HaVe YoU eVeR?------------ Said "I love you" and meant it: yes Gotten into a fight with your Dog/Cat etc:no, lol Been to Florida: uhh..i live in fLorida California: yea oscar was born der` Hawaii: nope Mexico: yep.. =) Canada: nope Danced Naked:no... Had a dream about something really crazy, then it happens the next day:sumthing lyk that Stalked someone:nOpe Had a mud bath: nope Wished you were the opposite sex: onLy when my mOnthLy friend cOmez around What time is it now: 3:41 Am -----------WhIcH wOuLd yOu pReFeR---------- apples or bananas: Apples (( onLy if green)) Blue or red: bLue` Backstreet boys or n'sync: backstreet boys Wal-Mart or Target: target! Spring or Fall: spring Santa or Rudolph:Santa High school or college:college ------------------ExTrAs----------------------- Do Dreams tell the future? yea...sometimez =) Has a dream ever told your future: nah` What book are you reading now? annie babie.. Nicknames: negra, gordi, culona Hair Color: Brown w. sum high-lights Height: 5'1" pets:2 birdz5 Siblings: 2 brothers Been so drunk you didn't remember that you were drunk: No Taken any illegal substances:yea Went out in public with your pjz.? all da tyme Missed school b/c it was raining: yeh Planned your week based on the TV Guide:NO Prank called someone: yep` ------------------FaVoRiTeS-------------------- Shampoo?:dove Soap: dove Summer/Winter:winter Lace or satin: none -------------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS ----------- Cried: yup Cut your hair: Nope Worn a skirt:yep Been mean: yep Been sarcastic?: yep Talked to someone you have a crush on:yes...joshy Hugged someone: yes Wished on a star:yeh...last saturday wit eddy Laughed until you cried: yep...in da pool Played Truth or Dare: nope Watched a sunrise/sunset:nope Spent time alone: Yep.. --------RaNdOm ThInGs---------- Are you bored:Yes Are any of your buddies online?: yeh Last movie you saw in theatres:spider-man2 Last noise you heard: aaliyah`z song beats.. What are you going to do after this: sleep Are you happy : sortta Are you talking to someone online:nOt nO mO` Superstitions:...mayb What is your full name: hazeL L. Jarquin Who named you:my daddy-o... last time you showered:dis morning what color pants do you have on right now:grey what song are you listening to right now:aaliyah` resolution If you could change your name what would it be:Ja`dey (( thats wut it first as..den my popz changed it...hehe)) Sleep with a stuffed animal: yeh...joshyz d dog- what's the stupidest thing you have ever done: eyy i duno` What will your first daughter's name be:ja`deyFavorite drink: alot of them Scary or happy: Happy On the phone or in person: in person Lust or Love: Love Do you want your friends to write back:if they want Any last words: nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tankz What was the last thing that you said:uhm... whats right next to you: my celly What are the last 4 digits in your phone:449o Where do you want to go on your honeymoon:hawaii How's the weather right now:rainy What did you do last night: sleep' how u eat an Oreo?:i break it apart and i eat the part only wit the cream.. hehe What makes you happy: being with my friendz nd family What makes you mad: haterz, shit talker, hoez, slutz, assholez...etc What do you want to be when you grow up: lawyer What are your future goals: graduating high skool My favorite music: reegae, r&b, hip-hop Favourite Food:chinieesseee, nd japanesse.pasta, shrimp Favourite girls perfume:coco chanel, ralph lauren favourite guy's cologne: i 4 got Do you like to dance: yes fast or slow: both` Are you too shy to ask someone out?: sortta Favorite clothes store/brand:i uno` Glass half empty or half full: FULL Toilet Paper or Towel:towel Over or Under:under Morning or Night Person: Night Over Easy or Sunny Side Up Eggs: sunny side uppp Favourite place to relax: my room Do you love your best friend(s):YES!!!!! enjoy bein noSy...ne thing esle yu would lyk too kno...i was REALLY BORED!!! nd not im going to sleep... 1 endless love??

hey every1 [29 Jul 2004|12:43am] [ mood | okay ] [ music | sunshine` lil flip ] hey welpz everyone gueSz wut! me and joshy broke up....yea boo hoo foo me...uhm NO...i dont need yur pitty!thankz n e wayz but i mean i guess it was never really meant to b i aint bout to cry bout it kuhh yu kno wut derz lots more on the way hopefully and = tears are jus wordz unspoken'...and + everything happens fo a reason...right?.. right! okay yea n e wayz.... im bored.... welpz lemme tell yu wut happen wit joshy` okay since everyone knowz that i dont talk to jays dumb ass n e more... welpz to make a long story short...the parents " quote quote" got into it..and dey said that grl should neva come between " best fwendz" or w.e which iz truu kuhh i would neva let a guy come between me and my grlz ...soo she dey as adults had a point...but its his lost kuhh he didnt get his new yorkz yankeez hat that hez been wantin since fo lyk yearz...and i show`d it too him and everything too and he wanted it but too bad` n e wayz i didnt go to practiCe today i wen to woek wit my auntie...and i was chillin wit her and on friday imma b doin da same thang thang...soo yay foo me...i L my auntie shez a sweetie welpz im not soo much in da mood to rite n e morez and nowz i gots to get everything that i use to have on my AOL thang to my new bellsouth favorites... i gots *DSL* yay fo me 2 endless love??

hey, [22 Jul 2004|02:01pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | turn me on` kevin little ] wuts up....welpz tOday haSn`t been that bad of a day...i feel aSleep around 2 sumthin` kuhh i stayed taLkin to kelly [ my long loSt buddy`] soo yea... and den i feel aSleep` i wOke up a litto lata t0day den usual and i set my alarm to 11.3o but i  jus woke up to turn t off and den i woke up again round 12.15 soo yea`....im a bum wut can i say lol welpz yestaday i also gots to talk to my babez...which i hadnt talked to him fo a whiLe...=/ but we`re okay i mean we both have our own shyt to do...he`z b`day on sat...im going to go get his preSent wi tmy momz....=] so yea today i have praCtiCe i think on friday too...but imma go sleep ova alexs kribbo...kuhh i dont wanna go home so imma go to her kribbo...and pluz my momz workz on sat. so shell pik us up afta. den imma go to shortyz party thang thang wit daylis. =] i think` i want to get my shoes..but it hink imma have to wait till sunday whiCh suCk aLot...=/ but w.e one mo day wont hurt.......... i took dis from kellyz info page....so yea fo sum reason..im into this type of shyt now lol..thinkin clearly and shyt...=]   You blind urself from wat u are/And pity urself way 2 far/Not knowing u are truly best/And better than alot for u`ve beat the test/The test you ask?/In witch I say your heart is good still today/And like last night for u I prayed/I ask GOD that u become truly happy and forget wat ppl have said or done/ Because all that time they have proven that they really were dumb/And what really is beauty? Say to urself if those who r beautiful r full of greed/Then beauty is a word witch has no need/just keep my poem in ur thought/ no need 2 formulate a plot/4 u r much better then alot. tania^ wrOte that!!   so yea,  <33 hazeL...simpLy sweet 1 endless love??

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=] [20 Jul 2004|10:54pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | my happy ending- AvriL ] me and dayLiSz are taLkin again.......=) jus wanted too say that...we reaLize that jay wasn`t a good of a person too come between us. soo yea`..we fwendz again!   <33 hazeL...simpLy sweety 1 endless love??

sum thing esLe that i read... [20 Jul 2004|02:03pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | move yur body` ] Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework.. and the incessant forwards and the friendships and the calls to each other complaining about CrUsHeS and BoiiFwendz n'd Grlwendz!! Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's man" and the "What are we doing tonight's?" And somewhere between all of the changing and growing... somewhere between the classes and the skipping classes...and the StUdYiNg for teStS...And the PRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS... And the downright NoT StUdYiNg for TeStS... I forgot--I forgot what ScHooL was all about.   Somewhere between all the appointments, starbuck coffee, and Mc Donald's... paying bills and then not paying bills... Making plans then breaking plans... Appearing, Disappearing, then reappearing... I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry.   I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy... And that pretending to be SmArT doesn't make you smart .. I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the FUTURE... I forgot that you can't control falling in LoVe.. And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe* .... I learned that I can LOVE... I learned that it's okay to MEsS UP.... And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's okay to feel like crap... I learned it's okay to cOmpLaiN and wHiNe to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have and the things that you look for are right in front of you. I learned that the greatest thing about HiGh ScHOoL and CoLLeGe and the working worLd it isn't about the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the Hookups ... It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about... I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things... I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does! ... but with the love and support of friends - you survive... I've learned that when you start feeling BaD about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost! They too, are feeling the same way.... I learned that letters from friends are the most important things. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better! But, basically, I just learned that my friends........ Both old and new..... are the most important people to me in the world AND.......without them, I wouldn't be who I am today..... So this is a THANK YOU to all of my friends... For always being there. And even if we're not on good terms or we have lost touch... I will always have an unconditional love for you.. Litto haZeL     thatz too all my new buddy from this past  year and too all my good buddieSz at braddoCk and killian and coraL park..... =] </htpdiv> </htpdiv> 1 endless love??

me myseLf and i [20 Jul 2004|03:01am] [ mood | thankful ] this was sumthang that remind me of...how speCiaL peopLe are to them seLf...how speCiaL i am.... dez wordz touCh`d me....and dey werent even mine....dis was dediCated to my sista in law from a very smart good...loyal person in her lyf...her best fwend ingrid ...and her wordz juz remind me, of me lol The last 4 years haven't been a picnic.I learned what it's like to be alone,to be betrayed,and I learned to loose.I cried myself to sleep most nights thinking how some people can act the way they do and not care about how they affect others. I learned how to be put down and keep ur mouth shut.But then I discovered something. I found out that there's a person that never puts me down or betrays me.ME.When I went home at night and locked myself in my room I felt happy,cuz there wasn't anyone there to hurt me or make me feel bad.The one person that understood me in every way possible.I love myself.Maybe my hair isnt the straighest in the world,but it's mine.Maybe my closet isn't packed with guicci or coach,but I'm not running around naked. I have learned to never get use to a hand holding mine and helping me through hard times. It isn't always gonna be there.So when you have to walk down that cold dark aly,keep your head high.That with every step you take makes you stronger and that with every breath you intake makes you wisher.And be proud that when that aly has come to it's end that you have survived and you did by yourself.Nobody can hurt me.Nothing touches me. Not anymore. I laugh in the face of betrayl,because they think I still care. If I don't expect anything from you then you can't dissapoint me. What goes around comes around.And when they get theres I'm gonna be there on top of the world to see it happen. I'll let you think you're taking me for granted.I'll let you laugh when I'm not looking. That makes me stronger than you because I can take it,and dust it off my shoulder like the dirt that it is.Welcome to my revolution.   soo yea i needed to write dis down.............   <33 hazel..simpLt sweet   1 endless love??

hey hey hey [20 Jul 2004|02:19am] [ mood | giddy ] hey everyone............. wutz up? wellz i havent updated in a whiLe ...a long whiLe.......... so yea im officially not taLkin to jeSzan dumb aSz n e mOre...i really dOnt think that me and dayLiS are eva gOin to taLk again and if we do its going to b a miraCle...so yea...well i have loSt two "soo caLLed fwendz"diSz paSt summa.... but i mean dayLiS iSz a a good fwend but w.e....i didnt fuk up soo w.e it aint my streSin....sortta....and wen it cOmeSz to jay...i honeSty i dont kurr... -me and joshy are going to make lyk 4 monthz soon... -diz paSt weekend i was chillin wit beCky we had mad fun at dave and buSterSz.... =] she sLept ova and we wen to da pool....... -summaz been fun and all but i cant wait till skoOl start i miSz...all my buddieSz....but not the wOrk even tho itz sLaCk... =/ -joshyz b`dayz this saturday  =] but hez going to the keyz wit his daddy-o soo unfortunally i aint goin to b wit him but itz all good iLL go out wit my fwendz.!!!! even tho imma miSz mii babez - i saw my hOmiez danny and miChy and yazmin and madd pplz at doLfin but hOneStLy i wanna stop going der...itz borin..........imma start partin lol wit my oL buddiez from braddock der cr8zi.....and my sista in law jenny!   outtie, <33 hazel   endless love??

updatin` [29 Jun 2004|04:55pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | dip it low ] hey every1, well  let cC diS paSt week that i havent updated iSz kuhh i havent reaLLy fOund d time toO but w.e umm diS paSt weekend ii spent every minute i cOuLd wit JoShua we watCh'd white chiCkSz on friday and den on saturday we watChed corniCaL of riddiCk or sum shyt lyk that ..its da vin dieSeL mOvie soo yea..sunday we wen to chriStySz 15'z dey was str8 i lyk`d it she gave me a candeLz ...:] today i wen to the beaCh...wit beCky and jon-jon vaneSza napitO and carie..we had mad fun..we jumped off da piere...it was napitoz carievane and beCkySz firSt time it was fun =] and den we juS kept dOin it fo bout an hour and den we wen bac and juS chilled a litto more and now im at her kribb lookin at piCz and i decited to update soo yea... todaySz aLso shOrtySz b`day soo yea..hapyy 17 b`day too him..   :) soo yea jOShua and hazel.... 03.23.04   <33 hazeL...simpLy sweet 1 endless love??

hey guySz [18 Jun 2004|02:10pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | southside`Lloyd ] hey everyone wutz up?!?! well im hea chillin wit my buddy mimi and 2mroe im leavin to orLandO ..dayLiSz was suppose to go but shes sellin out soo w.e joshua and me were tOgetha moStLy ALL day yeStaday and jenny was hea wit osCar too =] soo yea well diz iz jus a litto update...=] so yea tonite i mite go to joshuaz popz kribbo hopefully! and watCh mOvieSz and order piSza toO... =] soo yea taLk too yaLL lata mwaz! endless love??

hey hey hey =] [15 Jun 2004|08:36pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | love iS bLind` ] hey everyone! yea i kno i sound happy thats kuhh` i am lol yeStaday me and joShua are offiCiaLLy baCk tOgetha ....yay fo uSz lol thats the firSt goOd newSz` ...   well i got 2 new pairSz of shOeSz ...der converSze...lol i got the baby green and pink outlinein wit it and the red oneSz... yay!  ummm well yeSztaday was a pretty tirin day tOday was str8 too...joShua and me wen tOo piCk up dayLiSz in lyk B.F.E. but it was funny kuhh she gave uS a totally different addreSz that she found in da mail diSz was yeStaday and den we wen to eat and den joshuaSz mom called him and miCkey had gotten hea aLready and  soo he left and den we wen to pik him upand den came baC and den joshua aSk me out and we waS juSt chill and tOday was my litto kuh`in b`day junieSz sheSz 1o tOday and tOmmoroe iSz m baby brOthaSz yay fo him lol hiSz gon b 1o too...my kuhh katie got baC tOday she wants to go eat lunCh wit me whiLe shes hea kuhh she gon lwave to bOStOn fo a part tyme jOb or sum shyt lyk that lol... =] well yea i think imma do that durin the day 2mroe...and might go chill wit dayLiSz.....or sumthin i aint sure yet! well w.e and tOday i wen to get a tan wit dayLiSz.... wen we got home fromthe mall katryna called her and she was all mad and junk i hate wen shes mad kuhh man....its ova stupid shyt bOth of dem are juS pLain dumb to me kuhh der fightin ova nOthin...inStead of taLkin bOut wutSz lyk right infrOnt of dem and sinCe der lyk bLind...w.e i dunno thats all on dem...dis is lyk the first chaos i aint in...yay fo me! 2 endless love??

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i fOund m staLker` [12 Jun 2004|04:50pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | if i dont have yOu` alicia keyz ] litto_miszy's LJ stalker is sweetestbabii! sweetestbabii is stalking you because a little birdie told them you talked behind their back. They are also getting with your significant other! LiveJournal Username: LJ Stalker Finder From Go-Quiz.com i waSnt taLkin behind yOur baC nathy....kuhh i would say it too ur faCe...so yea im sorry if you think that i am...but w.e i gotta go but lol stop stalkin me lol j.k mwaz <33 hazel...simpLy sweet 1 endless love??

=] updatiOn tyme....great.. [12 Jun 2004|01:08am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the stepmom song ` forgots the name ] lol well lets cC ive been havin suCh a str8 up good week i jus got home from a party and a 15z praCtiCe taht i still aint sure imma danCe dem but thatz str8 ...i might do it tho.. :: ??:: the last day of skool was soo str8 i had suCh a good tyme it waSnt even funny and the tueSday miCkey dayLiS and jay and joshua came ova and junk and we had a trip ova hea:: joshua got hert on the side of my bed and gots big bruise on it but w.e and den yea the last day of skool...i wOke up supa late and wen i got too skool it was all good kuhh we wasnt doin nothin in 1st period we was watChin souL pLane it waS pretty w.e and shyt soo yea and den lyk i had a confetii fight wit kelly and ineSz ...i was str8 and we said good bye to coaCh gray kuhh he aint gon b in s.w next year soo yea umm...w/e den den 5th periOd was str8 i think i failed m test soo yea it doesnt matta to me i still paSzed the year and yea..... afta skool was the fun part of my day lol... i got out of skool and it was lyk a big big group of us tha waLked too substationalz...it was soo muCh fun it didnt even seem lyk a lonq waLk... :: pepz walkin too subs.. me dayliz glenda yanira.. don my cookie ((javi)) alan danny oscar steven george franky marc met us der...peewee, and i dunno who esle lol but it was fun wen to stevenz g`mahz kribb ((all of us)) chilled der till lyk 1 den to alnSz kribbo [very pretty house alan] waited fo yanira to go wit peewee to get baC wit yanira from pikin up jeSika and david too get baC from gettin muStard ketchup and chochalate f0r osCar... mind you it was supa hot and we walked all ova the plaCe dat day.... wen to riviera met up wit geo wilber shorty roger [ didnt get dirty but w.e ] saw rogerz baby sistaz [ supa adorabLe ]  dariel ..pedro derial kuh`in and tania and too otherz grlz from kilian..... wen walkin aCroSz 1o7 too the soo called " brige" and jumped off into a sum lake type canal type shyt wit david lol it took me a whiLe too do it but i did it n e wayz too bad it was ssoo muCh fun i did it again wit dayliSz lol..=] and w.e everyone was lyk do it hazle goo and i finally got the ballz and did it lol.... it wasnt that i was skared of jumpin i was jus skared wut was in der soo  w.e afta that... wen walkin from 1o7  ((mu cookie left afta thiz, he didnt jump)) to0 1o2 d0wn to 99 and and bird whiCh was a pretty lonq walk but it was str8 kuhh everyone was walkin wit me soo yea...but w.e we saw roqerz parents wen we got to glendaz kribbo ...and der beautiful karz =] im not a gold digger itz juz a complement lol we wen to the pool and that was str8 and den my momz piked me up it was suCh a long day but it was str8 i hadd MAD fun and im gLad my coOkie jOined me =] sankz xoxoxo thurSday i woke up early ass fuk kuh i had a dentist appointmetn guess wut dey might b comin off real soon but i aint gettin my hopez up kuhh yea im hazel and i neva let n e thing get me up ... b`kuhh dOctOrz lie aLot eSpeCially too me...dey juS lyk seein me alot hehe i mean who wouldnt lol j.k     so yea i did that and den w.e i came home and i wen to sleep and shyt and den i woke up lata and talked to    babie j and  i was gon go wit him to his kuhin try out thingy but i didnt and i got dresZed and wen to mimiz kribb and slept ova i L her soo muCh me and her grew up togetha and we are gon grow old togetha too =] and w.e and tonite we met up at khriSz party it was really really good i had mad fun... der was a fight and shyt but it wasnt no thingy albert lyk seperated dem and lyk tretened dem and shyt too go do out side or to do right now and cc wut he would do bout it it was aCtually retty entertainning lol...i saw tamera and karla der and we was all jus chillin and goin cr8zi khriz throw pretty good parties at least fo me and shyt....soo yea too bad at the end my got der right in tyme kuhh at lyk at 11.2o everything lyk turned off and my momz was already outside and w.e she saw joshua and miCkey and jay [ whiCh was all mad and shyt soo he only liked said hi and left but w.e fuk it i aint stressin him no more] but yea thats wut i needed to update wit k mwaz and good night   3 endless love??

peopLe deSz daySz` [07 Jun 2004|07:41pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | numb` sum roCker band der ] bro tOday waSz suCh dramatiC day fO me` wit a goOd fwend of mine kelly....=[ and a stpid bitCh named alexa well okay too dtart off skool waSz pretty str8 me and kelly aCcidentlly wen dreSz the same too skool it waSz cute but w.e umm...i qot a B in leadership teSt =I well umm afta that 3rd periOs waSz pretty str8 ...afta skoOl der was suppose to be a meetin fo the up cominq trainerSz and w.e i gueSz it gOt cancelled kuhh` w.e i didnt qo... well afta i figured out that that me and daylis werent going to the meetinq sum stupid ass bitCh alexa (a juniOr) came up too me and started bitCh at me and aSkin why i didnt lyk her and blah blah blah and everything was going in threw one ear and out the other` umm... my brOtha got in it wit sum dumb nigguh der that was instagatin the fight or w.e it was aCtually pretty stupid kuhh she talks big but she aint shyt so w.e and everyone that really trutly knowz me knowz that i would of been done sumthin but str8 up i wasnt lookin fo troubLe but sinCe im hazeL and hazeL iSz a bitCh and getSz bLamed fo EVERYTHING whiCh okay?!? soo w.e yea that happen and my brotha talk to her and told her str8 up wut was da deal wit me that i aint lyk ne freshmen that talk shyt and dont bak her shyt up ::aww i L my brother..but not now that hes bold lol :: and that if she wants to fight me that i will fight and not hold bak! um..w/e point bein if the bitCh waSz going to do sumthin she would of dont it aLready...kuhh i put my faCe infrOnt of her...but of courSe she taLkSz big but aint nothinq...w/e afta skool me jay jOShua miCkey and DayLiz came too my kribb and w.e and me joshua skammed and talked and junk and den my brotha got home and w.e dey left and afta that me and daylis wen to Mc D`z and w.e we talked and junk den waLked baCk home and taty and jeSzy came ova fo a litto but den wen to the park too meet wit one of jeSzy fwendz krvin or sumthin lyk that! uhh...w.e den D left and i fell aSLeep and den i talk to tryna bout stuff and den my popz called t go get him and we did that and den we went home and wen to get oscar to take him to nite skool and we did that and at the same tyme we were tryin to conneCt my brOthaz new fOne yay fo him lol the camera one metro tho. well w.e afta that i wen to o pay dayLisz fo the fone and she didnt answer her door w/e jenny called me and told me that she talked to joshua and he told her that he lykz me and if he knew who she was wit today and w.e and lyk that made my day until ...tragiC part of my day!! well it so happens that on the way to dayLiSz krib kelly callz me but out of restriCted` [[ so i think sum one esle was in da line]]and w.e ummm she was cryin and she earlier was tellin me shyt der that was going on wit shorty and her and junk and it soo happenz that she had herd that me and shorty were talkin alot more den usual..and she had told me how she doesnt trust him wit sum grl lyk at the 15z praCtiCez that we go to kuhh she aint der and shyt too b lyk oo hez behaving and shyt soo she dont kno.... ookay i dunt wanna bore everyone wit my shyt but lyk w.e im cryin right kuhh ppl yoo can b soo FUCK`d up itSz nOt even funny kuhh man me and kelly were soo str8 and i hope we still are yoo kuhh man` ppl can really run lip lemme tell yu!umm she called and she told me hazek yu remember how i told you i dont trust him wit sum grl and i go yea and she goes well i dont trust him wit yu ::mind yu she was cryin::and i was lyk wdf` wut why yu kno ...kuhh i didnt kno were thiz iz all comin from....man!! and i told her loOk kelly i dOnt lyk shOrty at all honeStLy if i  lyk  ne 1 its joshua and i lyk him ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT and i told her that man....that bro i dont wan her to cry ova him or me or n e thing kuhh she told me how she trust only certain ppl and i was one of dem and ppl bro were tellin her how we were talkin and shyt durin sum grl party at the praCtiCe of the 15z but yoo we were talkin bnout her bro no one esle and der fuCkin relashionship man NOTHING esle and i dont kno wut to do no more man i dont kno who to trust and lyk man too tell yu the truth i lyk roqer! i didnt lyk shorty...if i was talkin to him was to b wit fCukin roger kuhh i lyk`d roger but den again yu cant do nothin wit that kid kuhh jaCkie...and shes mah fwend and its lyk wdf yu get me soo its lyk i cant lyk n e one kuhh derz alwayz a problem and ppl alwayz runnin lip yoo man if i could do n e thing too change how dis shyt is happenin man! too bad i L kelly aSz a fwend i would neva do n e thing to betra her trust man or loSe the respeCt that she haSz toward me and the shyt i have towardz her....i have nOthin but mad love for her man! i juz dont kno wut too do...oo who to qo to man...itz juz yoo yu cant truzt n e one and i think imma start bein lyk that kuhh damm....i have my fwendz, i have my pplz and i have my famiLy and i think hOneStLy thats the onLy thing i have rite now ...my famiLy.... itz juz soo weird kuhh shes lyk yea i trust yu and i forgive yu and i mean i duno wut too tell yu kuhh man i didnt do ne thing wrong broo all we did was talk bout KELLY...kelly diz kelly dat ...brooo ahhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck broo and it was suCh a good day and now diz....... but broo thingz people can b soo evil man soo hurtful and mean ...omg damm...and im neva lyk diz either yoo but me and kelly itz juz to think of us not talkin man! =[ i think the beSt thing i couLd do iSz lyk nOt to talk to n e one kuhh she wont tell me who was aSzumin thingz...and thats another thing der were fCukin aSzumin shyt yoo dey didnt kno the truth and thats why she askd me and she was going to ask us 2mroe and lyk w.e i dunno yoo everything she was tellin me juz hurt man it really did but man o man..i dunt even kno wut too say ne more...God people deSz` daySz yoo ... now im worried how thingz going to happen wit me and her over ppl aSzumin thingz man!...dam tearz tearz endless love??

last friday of skoOl [04 Jun 2004|11:19pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | crush on you`mr.cheekz ] well tOday iS da laSt friday of skoOl woohoo! my day tOday....... 2nd periOd waSz str8 me and aLan teXxt diSz phemaLe karLa toO cC if she hatin` on me...gueSz wut she iSz...(( big surpriSe ...NOT!)) well w.e and den we watChed sum freaky aSz GOD movie der...cr8zi shyt...well 4th waSz pretty str8 i juSz sat dOwn and taLked tO lOrenz all periOd bOut bullshyt and w.e...lunCh was chillin i was wit everyone and w.e den i wen to the caqe and me mikey jay JOSHUA (( =-0 YEA I KNO)) were ALL taLkin bOut if a dem as nigkuhz would suk a anOther nigkuhz diCk fo 5 million dollars and lyk if i as a phemale would do the same ...too bad i think i would have to think twice bout it... soo yea and den afta lunCh 6th periOd came around and it was pretty str8 and i pLayed b`ball wit khriSz and of course i lost kuhh i suCk at it .:.tear tear.:. but iLL get betta i came hOme whiCh i waSnt suppose to i was suppose to go to daylis kribbo and sleep ova bbut i didnt kuhh she was aCtin all stingy as fuk wit me and i aint up fo no meSz soo w.e and den w.e i got hea and i jus chilled and den i took lyk 3895729385789437 hOr showa kuhh man o man its HOT out side .... den tata called me to cc if i wanted to go to the 15z kuhh jaCkie was going and she didnt want her bein alone and wit ppl she didnt kno and stuff...too bad she was still alone ne wayz kuhh i ended up sancin wit hippy =] and she danCed at the end wit cariSz kuhh`in =] hurby and my negro paSt by the kaSa kuhh lyk dey had the kar` w.e afta praCtice i talked to daylis and she told me that joshua was talkin shyt so i asked jay and joshua of course was der and he got all loud lyk if he was going to do sumthin and shyt...and was lyk wdf i neva said nuttin bout yu and i told him look who eva said it was bout me...i dunno kurr if it was and shyt but at the same tyme he was doin it bout my grls kuh mikey wants to get bak wit susy and sinCe he aint gettin bak wit me kuhh the motha fuka dont even talk to me ::not that i would go out wit him again but n e woo:: soo w.e too bad he thinks that on the fone shyt get solved and it dont...soo w.e den i called shorty to cc wut were the plans fo 2mroe ::beaCh:: soo w.e and yea i got mad at daylis kuhh jay called her askin to pass by wit mikey and joshua kuhh dey wen to the beach and no one was der at sum party thingy and dey had nothin to do soo yea der ova der now and shyt soo w.e soo yea im piSz off` soo w.e let it b...fuk it im mad kuhh shes mah fwend and shyt but she rather talk to dem when der lyk mega mean to her in skool and shyt and wen im the niCe one...fuk that shyt yoo fo real! w.e im out pz <33 hazel...simpLy sweet 2 endless love??

dis week` [03 Jun 2004|03:50pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | resoLutiOn` Aaliyah ] well w.e im bored...soO ii gOtSz onLine tOdaySz alexiSz birthday ...i gOt her sOme baLLonSz =] soO yea n e waySz w/e skoOl waSz str8 tOday...i wOre my new shirt! it saySz " itSz cute hOw yOu think im liSein " he he...mah moms says it goeSz wit me =] im eatin miLk and coOkieSz...well w.e in 1st periOd i talked toO kelly bOut sum meSz thats going on and w.e we got of the subjeCt and taLked bOut the summa and hOw we iSz gOin too chiLL and stuff and i might wOrk wit her hOpefuLLy and yea we iSz gOin toO dOo hip hop tOgetha and jenny iSz gOin toO doO it toO =] and dayLiSz to i think` well yea and den lunCh waSz str8 me and dayLiSz left 3rd periOd toO goO toO 2nd lunCh...gueSz wut everyone...me and jay are taLkin again` =/ soo yea he apologize..lyk aLot but me and jOshua aint taLkin yet` and thats the one that i wanna talk too i saw the iSabeL chiCk she pretty and all but w.e that JoShuaSz love of his life sum shyt lyk that well w.e im a litto bOred aSz shyt soo yea i think that me and dayLiSz are gonna go to the beaCh on saturday wit shOrty and roger and stuff =] and jus chill and ride jet` sky...soo w.e imma let everyone go mwaz...xO xO` <33 hazel...simpLy sweet p.s. i not takin mah 15th piCtureSz untiL i take off my braCeSz i think kuhh yea i dOnt want to have braCeSz in mah piC soo w.e but kelly said ((sinCe she goeSz were i go)) that dey take off the braCeSz fO free...i gotta cheCk ^ on that =/ hOpefuLLy dey do endless love??

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